ANGIE’S FIGHT…. 2 SURGERY LATER AND SHE IS STILL FIGHTING.


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AFTER 2 SURGERY AND WHAT SEEMS TO BE A MILLION CHEMO TREATMENT. WE REFUSE TO EVER GIVE UP. ANGIE HAS A LOT TO FIGHT FOR. OUR DAUGHTER’S.

AS A CAREGIVER, FATHER AND HUSBAND I WOULD DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO KEEP ANGIE MOTIVATED. CHEMO SESSION COULD BE OVERWHELMING AND SURGERY CAN KNOCK A PERSON OUT. MY WIFE HAS NEVER LOOK MORE BEAUTIFUL AND I KEEP FALLING IN LOVE WITH HER MORE AND MORE AS EACH DAY PASSES BY. ANGIE IS THE STRONGEST PERSON I KNOW.

IF YOU EVER FEEL DOWN AND THINK THAT THINGS ARE NOT GOING YOUR WAY. WELL JUST LOOK AND READ. ANYONE THAT IS DEALING WITH ANY TYPE OF CANCER OR WITH MESOTHELIOMA HAS TO ENDURE SO MUCH MORE THAT WE COULD EVER IMAGINE EVERY SINGLE DAY.

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On September 20th, 2016 my wife had a real bad stomach pain. She went to the hospital to have her self-checked out. They found fluids in her abdomen and saw that her liver was too big. This was the start of our living nightmare.

After almost ten days in the hospital doctors could not figure out what was causing this disruption in my wife body. After what felt like a million tests done on her they told us they suspected Cancer to be the cause of it and that they wanted to do a biopsy of something they saw in her stomach lining.

Two weeks after the biopsy we got the results. With a sad and heavy heart we now know that she has stage 4 mesothelioma. This is an asbestos caused Cancer.

mes·o·the·li·o·ma

ˈmezəˌTHēlēˈōmə,ˌmē-/

noun: mesothelioma; plural noun: mesotheliomas

a cancer of mesothelial tissue, associated especially with exposure to asbestos.

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That initial second they tell you that it is stage 4 cancer it feels like you just got hit with a baseball bat. I felt scared, weak, and lost in this world with just the thought of losing my wife. A million more thoughts ran through my mind and it became harder to focus on anything else being said. I kept thinking of our daughters. I knew I had to readjust myself.

After the initial reaction I started to focus more on how much harder this was on my wife. She had this look on her face as she felt guilty that she was putting us through this. As I hugged her and told her we are going to fight this and that this was not her fault she just apologized. My heart broke and I started to cry. She looked at me and told me to stop crying as she needs me to be the strong one and be the rock to keep our family strong.

We would like to take this time to thank all of our friends and family for the great support. All we ask for is prayers and good thoughts for us. Please people if you can donate money to charities like Stand Up For Cancer and the American Cancer Society. We are in the process of taking my wife to Memorial Sloan Kettering Center so if you can donate and help them help us we would appreciate it.

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ANGIE’S FIGHT…. 2 SURGERY LATER AND SHE IS STILL FIGHTING.


cropped-111112816447709746628687.jpeg

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AFTER 2 SURGERY AND WHAT SEEMS TO BE A MILLION CHEMO TREATMENT. WE REFUSE TO EVER GIVE UP. ANGIE HAS A LOT TO FIGHT FOR. OUR DAUGHTER’S.

AS A CAREGIVER, FATHER AND HUSBAND I WOULD DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO KEEP ANGIE MOTIVATED. CHEMO SESSION COULD BE OVERWHELMING AND SURGERY CAN KNOCK A PERSON OUT. MY WIFE HAS NEVER LOOK MORE BEAUTIFUL AND I KEEP FALLING IN LOVE WITH HER MORE AND MORE AS EACH DAY PASSES BY. ANGIE IS THE STRONGEST PERSON I KNOW.

IF YOU EVER FEEL DOWN AND THINK THAT THINGS ARE NOT GOING YOUR WAY. WELL JUST LOOK AND READ. ANYONE THAT IS DEALING WITH ANY TYPE OF CANCER OR WITH MESOTHELIOMA HAS TO ENDURE SO MUCH MORE THAT WE COULD EVER IMAGINE EVERY SINGLE DAY.

PLEASE DONATE @CUREMESO.ORG

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On September 20th, 2016 my wife had a real bad stomach pain. She went to the hospital to have her self-checked out. They found fluids in her abdomen and saw that her liver was too big. This was the start of our living nightmare.

After almost ten days in the hospital doctors could not figure out what was causing this disruption in my wife body. After what felt like a million tests done on her they told us they suspected Cancer to be the cause of it and that they wanted to do a biopsy of something they saw in her stomach lining.

Two weeks after the biopsy we got the results. With a sad and heavy heart we now know that she has stage 4 mesothelioma. This is an asbestos caused Cancer.

mes·o·the·li·o·ma

ˈmezəˌTHēlēˈōmə,ˌmē-/

noun: mesothelioma; plural noun: mesotheliomas

a cancer of mesothelial tissue, associated especially with exposure to asbestos.

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That initial second they tell you that it is stage 4 cancer it feels like you just got hit with a baseball bat. I felt scared, weak, and lost in this world with just the thought of losing my wife. A million more thoughts ran through my mind and it became harder to focus on anything else being said. I kept thinking of our daughters. I knew I had to readjust myself.

After the initial reaction I started to focus more on how much harder this was on my wife. She had this look on her face as she felt guilty that she was putting us through this. As I hugged her and told her we are going to fight this and that this was not her fault she just apologized. My heart broke and I started to cry. She looked at me and told me to stop crying as she needs me to be the strong one and be the rock to keep our family strong.

We would like to take this time to thank all of our friends and family for the great support. All we ask for is prayers and good thoughts for us. Please people if you can donate money to charities like Stand Up For Cancer and the American Cancer Society. We are in the process of taking my wife to Memorial Sloan Kettering Center so if you can donate and help them help us we would appreciate it.

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WE WILL LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. WE HAVE ALL OUR FAITH IN GOD. WITHOUT YOU ALL OUR ENERGY AND STRENGHT WOULD HAVE BEEN DRAINED OUT. YOU KEPT US GOING STRONG.

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I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME TO ALSO THANK THE MESOTHELIOMA APPLIED RESEARCH FOUNDATION. THEY HAVE A GREAT SUPPORT GROUP THAT REALLY HELPED ME AND MY FAMILY THROUGH OUT MY WIFE SURGERY LAST WEEK

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I AM ASKING ALL THAT ARE READING THIS BLOG TO PLEASE GO ONLINE AND DONATE TO THE CUREMESO.ORG THEY REALLY TAKE THEIR TIME NOT ONLY TO EXPLAIN TO PEOPLE WHAT MESOTHELIOMA IS AND THEY TAKE THEIR TIME ALSO TO CARE FOR ANYONE WHO IS DEALING WITH MESOTHELIOMA AND OR THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS.

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PLEASE DONATE CUREMESO.ORG


CUREMESO.ORG 

CLICK ON LINK FOR DETAILS

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CUREMESO.ORG

WE WILL LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. WE HAVE ALL OUR FAITH IN GOD. WITHOUT YOU ALL OUR ENERGY AND STRENGHT WOULD HAVE BEEN DRAINED OUT. YOU KEPT US GOING STRONG.

20190404_052841-15160300448652654325.jpg

CUREMESO.ORG

I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME TO ALSO THANK THE MESOTHELIOMA APPLIED RESEARCH FOUNDATION. THEY HAVE A GREAT SUPPORT GROUP THAT REALLY HELPED ME AND MY FAMILY THROUGH OUT MY WIFE SURGERY LAST WEEK

20190331_2256136829888341544760641.jpg

I AM ASKING ALL THAT ARE READING THIS BLOG TO PLEASE GO ONLINE AND DONATE TO THE CUREMESO.ORG THEY REALLY TAKE THEIR TIME NOT ONLY TO EXPLAIN TO PEOPLE WHAT MESOTHELIOMA IS AND THEY TAKE THEIR TIME ALSO TO CARE FOR ANYONE WHO IS DEALING WITH MESOTHELIOMA AND OR THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS.

CUREMOSO.ORG

SURGERY ON APRIL 6 2019


 

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WE ARE THE MIGHTY FAMILY AS YOU ARE READING THIS ARTICLE PLEASE SAY A PRAYER. ANGIE IS ON THE OPERATING TABLE AT THIS MOMENT. DR. NASH FROM MEMORIAL SLOAN KETTERING IS PERFORMING HIS MAGIC. GOD PLEASE GUDE HIM AND HIS STAFF ON THIS DAY AND AT THIS MOMENT WE PRAY.

ANGELICA,JAYMI AND MY SELF ARE HOLDING THE FORT DOWN IN THE LOBBY OF THE MAIN HOSPITAL ON 68TH STREET WAITING TO HEAR FROM THE NURSES. I GUESS I DON’T HAVE TO SAY HOW NERVOUS AND SCARED WE FEEL AT THIS MOMENT.

THE STRANGE THING IS THAT I AM THINKING OF ALL THE SILLY THINGS WE HAVE DONE TOGETHER. THIS YEAR IN NOVEMBER WE WILL CELEBRATE OUR 20TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY. FUNNY STORY IT TOOK ME 3 MONTH JUST TO CONVINCE HER TO GO OUT WITH ME ON OUR 1ST DATE.

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ANGIE AND I USE TO WORK TOGETHER AT JACK’S 99 CENT’S STORE . I REMEMBER RUNNING HOME SO WE COULD WATCH MONDAY NIGHT RAW. I WAS A HUGE FAN OF STONE COLD STEVE AUSTIN AND WELL SHE JUST LOVE TO SEE THE ROCK. I GUESS WE HAD OUR OWN REASONS TO WATCH.

IT’S FUNNY HOW SO MANY MEMORIES ARE RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND AT ONE TIME. I DON’T WANT TO THINK THIS WAY BECAUSE I AM AFFRAID OF LOSING HER. I HAVE TO STAY STRONG BUT MY KNEES GET WEAK. I MUST KEEP MY FAITH UP AND STAY STRONG FOR THE DEVIL IS PLAYING WITH MY MIND AND HIS WHISPERS ARE NOT GOOD BUT I AM DETERMINE NOT TO LET HIM WIN. I AM PRAYING AND I ASK YOU TO JOIN ME IN A 5 MINUTE PRAYER FOR HER. THANK YOU.

I WILL GIVE UPDATES AS MUCH AS I CAN.

PRAYER’S


WE ARE LOOKING FOR PUBLIC SUPPORT IN PRAYERS .WE ARE GETTING CLOSER TO SURGERY. APRIL 6TH. THE UNKNOWN COULD BE SO DRAINING.EVEN WHEN MOST PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA THE PAIN AND AGONY THAT MESOTHELIOMA CAUSES NOT ONLY TO THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE IT BUT TO THE FAMILY MEMBERS THAT CARE FOR THEIR LOVED ONE. MINDS ARE RUNNING ON ALL CYLINDERS. I CAN’T HELP BUT TO PRAY.WHEN YOU ASK ME TO CONTINUE OUR PLANS NO MATTER WHATEVER HAPPENS. MY HEART ACHES AS MY SOUL DRAINS IN SORROW. FRUSTRATION AND WORRIES OVER TAKES MY EMOTIONS. AS I CAN’T SEE A WORLD WITHOUT YOU IN IT. I PRAY FOR A BETTER TOMORROW WHEN I SEE YOU STRUGGLE. 20190322_1842556952856194311904399.jpgSO I PRAY. I AM SCARED. I FEEL ALL ALONE. NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL. I HIDE MY EMOTIONS. I PRAY FOR STRENGTH AND ENERGY. GOD IT’S ALL IN YOUR HANDS. I HAVE ALL MY FAITH IN YOU. THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN.