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WE WILL LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. WE HAVE ALL OUR FAITH IN GOD. WITHOUT YOU ALL OUR ENERGY AND STRENGHT WOULD HAVE BEEN DRAINED OUT. YOU KEPT US GOING STRONG.

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I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME TO ALSO THANK THE MESOTHELIOMA APPLIED RESEARCH FOUNDATION. THEY HAVE A GREAT SUPPORT GROUP THAT REALLY HELPED ME AND MY FAMILY THROUGH OUT MY WIFE SURGERY LAST WEEK

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I AM ASKING ALL THAT ARE READING THIS BLOG TO PLEASE GO ONLINE AND DONATE TO THE CUREMESO.ORG THEY REALLY TAKE THEIR TIME NOT ONLY TO EXPLAIN TO PEOPLE WHAT MESOTHELIOMA IS AND THEY TAKE THEIR TIME ALSO TO CARE FOR ANYONE WHO IS DEALING WITH MESOTHELIOMA AND OR THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS.

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SURGERY ON APRIL 6 2019


 

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WE ARE THE MIGHTY FAMILY AS YOU ARE READING THIS ARTICLE PLEASE SAY A PRAYER. ANGIE IS ON THE OPERATING TABLE AT THIS MOMENT. DR. NASH FROM MEMORIAL SLOAN KETTERING IS PERFORMING HIS MAGIC. GOD PLEASE GUDE HIM AND HIS STAFF ON THIS DAY AND AT THIS MOMENT WE PRAY.

ANGELICA,JAYMI AND MY SELF ARE HOLDING THE FORT DOWN IN THE LOBBY OF THE MAIN HOSPITAL ON 68TH STREET WAITING TO HEAR FROM THE NURSES. I GUESS I DON’T HAVE TO SAY HOW NERVOUS AND SCARED WE FEEL AT THIS MOMENT.

THE STRANGE THING IS THAT I AM THINKING OF ALL THE SILLY THINGS WE HAVE DONE TOGETHER. THIS YEAR IN NOVEMBER WE WILL CELEBRATE OUR 20TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY. FUNNY STORY IT TOOK ME 3 MONTH JUST TO CONVINCE HER TO GO OUT WITH ME ON OUR 1ST DATE.

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ANGIE AND I USE TO WORK TOGETHER AT JACK’S 99 CENT’S STORE . I REMEMBER RUNNING HOME SO WE COULD WATCH MONDAY NIGHT RAW. I WAS A HUGE FAN OF STONE COLD STEVE AUSTIN AND WELL SHE JUST LOVE TO SEE THE ROCK. I GUESS WE HAD OUR OWN REASONS TO WATCH.

IT’S FUNNY HOW SO MANY MEMORIES ARE RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND AT ONE TIME. I DON’T WANT TO THINK THIS WAY BECAUSE I AM AFFRAID OF LOSING HER. I HAVE TO STAY STRONG BUT MY KNEES GET WEAK. I MUST KEEP MY FAITH UP AND STAY STRONG FOR THE DEVIL IS PLAYING WITH MY MIND AND HIS WHISPERS ARE NOT GOOD BUT I AM DETERMINE NOT TO LET HIM WIN. I AM PRAYING AND I ASK YOU TO JOIN ME IN A 5 MINUTE PRAYER FOR HER. THANK YOU.

I WILL GIVE UPDATES AS MUCH AS I CAN.

PRAYER’S


WE ARE LOOKING FOR PUBLIC SUPPORT IN PRAYERS .WE ARE GETTING CLOSER TO SURGERY. APRIL 6TH. THE UNKNOWN COULD BE SO DRAINING.EVEN WHEN MOST PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA THE PAIN AND AGONY THAT MESOTHELIOMA CAUSES NOT ONLY TO THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE IT BUT TO THE FAMILY MEMBERS THAT CARE FOR THEIR LOVED ONE. MINDS ARE RUNNING ON ALL CYLINDERS. I CAN’T HELP BUT TO PRAY.WHEN YOU ASK ME TO CONTINUE OUR PLANS NO MATTER WHATEVER HAPPENS. MY HEART ACHES AS MY SOUL DRAINS IN SORROW. FRUSTRATION AND WORRIES OVER TAKES MY EMOTIONS. AS I CAN’T SEE A WORLD WITHOUT YOU IN IT. I PRAY FOR A BETTER TOMORROW WHEN I SEE YOU STRUGGLE. 20190322_1842556952856194311904399.jpgSO I PRAY. I AM SCARED. I FEEL ALL ALONE. NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL. I HIDE MY EMOTIONS. I PRAY FOR STRENGTH AND ENERGY. GOD IT’S ALL IN YOUR HANDS. I HAVE ALL MY FAITH IN YOU. THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN.

LOOKING FOR PRAYER’S


WE ARE LOOKING FOR PUBLIC SUPPORT IN PRAYERS .WE ARE GETTING CLOSER TO SURGERY. ON APRIL 6TH. THE UNKNOWN COULD BE SO DRAINING. EVEN WHEN MOST PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA THE PAIN AND AGONY THAT MESOTHELIOMA CAUSES NOT ONLY TO THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE IT BUT TO THE FAMILY MEMBERS THAT CARE FOR THEIR LOVED ONE. MINDS ARE RUNNING ON ALL CYLINDERS. I CAN’T HELP BUT TO PRAY.

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WHEN YOU ASK ME TO CONTINUE OUR PLANS NO MATTER WHATEVER HAPPENS. MY HEART ACHES AS MY SOUL DRAINS IN SORROW. FRUSTRATION AND WORRIES OVER TAKES MY EMOTIONS. AS I CAN’T SEE A WORLD WITHOUT YOU IN IT. I PRAY FOR A BETTER TOMORROW WHEN I SEE YOU STRUGGLE.

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SO I PRAY. I AM SCARED. I FEEL ALL ALONE. NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL. I HIDE MY EMOTIONS. I PRAY FOR STRENGTH AND ENERGY. GOD IT’S ALL IN YOUR HANDS. I HAVE ALL MY FAITH IN YOU. THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN.

NEVER GIVE UP. MESOTHELIOMA WILL NOT BEAT US. WE ARE THE MIGHTY FAMILY.


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WE ARE TWO WEEKS AWAY FROM SURGERY. ALL WE ASK IS FOR PRAYER’S FROM ALL OF YOU READING THIS. WE STRUGGLE DAY IN AND DAY OUT BUT OUR WILL TO FIGHT WILL NEVER STOP. WE MIGHT GET WEAK BUT WE NEVER GIVE UP. I KNOW NOT MANY PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT MESOTHELIOMA.

WHAT IS PERITONEAL MESOTHELIOMA

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IT’S FUNNY HOW LIFE REALLY IS. ONE DAY YOU MIGHT HIT ROCK BOTTOM AND THE NEXT DAY YOU ARE ON TOP OF THE WORLD. PEOPLE LIKE TO SAY THINGS LIKE ” IT IS WHAT IT IS” OR “TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY.” BUT IS IT REALLY GOING TO BE A BETTER DAY TOMORROW OR IS IT REALLY WHAT IT IS? I CAN’T ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS BECAUSEE I REALLY DON’T KNOW.

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PEOPLE WILL NEVER KNOW HOW YOU TRULLY FEEL NO ONE WILL EVER SEE HOW TORN APART YOU REALLY ARE. NO ONE CAN SEE OR FEEL WHAT YOU FEEL. ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT IS GOING THROUGH YOUR MIND AND WHAT YOU FEEL IN YOUR HEART. THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU ARE GOING THROUGH THEIR OWN STRUGGLES. SO SOME PEOPLE MIGHT HAVE SOME KIND OF UNDERSTANDING.THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS THAT SOME PEOPLE WILL NOT CARE UNLESS IT’S HAPPENING TO THEM.

THERE ARE DAYS I WAKE UP MORE TIRED, THAN BEFORE GOING TO SLEEP. I LOSE TRACK OF DAYS AND TIME. I WORK OVERNIGHTS SO MY BODY FEELS LIKE IT IS RUNNING ON FUMES. I CAN’T GIVE UP, EVEN THOUGH EVERYTHING AROUND ME TELLS ME TO. EVEN IF THE UNIVERSE HAS LAID A FOUNDAITION OF STRUGGLES IN MY PATH, I CANNOT GIVE UP.

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THE UNIVERSE IS A GRAND MYSTERY. NOTHING IS EVER WRITTEN IN STONE. WE GET TO MAKE CHOICES IN LIFE. SOME ARE GOOD AND SOME ARE BAD. SOMETIMES THE UNIVERSE JUST THROWS YOU CURVE BALLS. YOU EITHER SWING AND MISS OR YOU HIT IT OUT OF THE PARK. EITHER WAY A PERSON LEARNS FROM THE CHOICES WE MAKE.

I HAVE FAITH IN HUMANITY, EVEN IF PEOPLE TEND TO LET US DOWN. I HAVE MUCH TO FIGHT FOR. I HAVE STRUGGLED ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT AS LONG AS I HAVE ONE MORE BREATH IN MY BODY I CAN’T GIVE UP. I ONCE WAS LOST, BUT NOW I AM FOUND. THE UNIVERSE AS IT ALWAYS DOES LEADS YOU TO YOUR DESTINY. THEY SAY YESTERDAY IS HISTORY AND TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY.

OUR MINDS CAN LEAD US INTO FAILURE AS MUCH AS IT COULD LEAD US ON TO VICTORY. THE MIND CAN BE OUR BEST FRIEND AND OUR WORST ENEMY ALL AT THE SAME TIME. VOICES IN OUR HEADS CAN MAKE US SCARED AND ALONE. THE TRUST IN GOD AND FAITH FOR A BETTER TOMORROW FILLS MY HEART WITH JOY. I CAN’T GIVE UP.

FOR I SEE HER STRUGGLE, TUMBLE, AND ALMOST FALL SHE WALKS WITH HER HEAD UP HIGH AND HER CHEST OUT AND STRONG. HER FEAR IS TO LEAVE US ALONE FOR WE MIGHT NOT STAND AND WALK. SHE IS OUR WORLD AND WE WILL BE LOST WITHOUT HER. WE ASK FOR GOD TO GUIDE US AND BRIGHTEN UP OUR PATH FOR SHE WILL ALWAYS BE OUR GUIDING LIGHT. WE CAN’T GIVE UP.

NEVER GIVE UP. MESOTHELIOMA WILL NOT BEAT US. WE ARE THE MIGHTY FAMILY.


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WE ARE TWO WEEKS AWAY FROM SURGERY. ALL WE ASK IS FOR PRAYER’S FROM ALL OF YOU READING THIS. WE STRUGGLE DAY IN AND DAY OUT BUT OUR WILL TO FIGHT WILL NEVER STOP. WE MIGHT GET WEAK BUT WE NEVER GIVE UP. I KNOW NOT MANY PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT MESOTHELIOMA.

WHAT IS PERITONEAL MESOTHELIOMA

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20170524_041729

IT’S FUNNY HOW LIFE REALLY IS. ONE DAY YOU MIGHT HIT ROCK BOTTOM AND THE NEXT DAY YOU ARE ON TOP OF THE WORLD. PEOPLE LIKE TO SAY THINGS LIKE ” IT IS WHAT IT IS” OR “TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY.” BUT IS IT REALLY GOING TO BE A BETTER DAY TOMORROW OR IS IT REALLY WHAT IT IS? I CAN’T ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS BECAUSEE I REALLY DON’T KNOW.

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PEOPLE WILL NEVER KNOW HOW YOU TRULLY FEEL NO ONE WILL EVER SEE HOW TORN APART YOU REALLY ARE. NO ONE CAN SEE OR FEEL WHAT YOU FEEL. ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT IS GOING THROUGH YOUR MIND AND WHAT YOU FEEL IN YOUR HEART. THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU ARE GOING THROUGH THEIR OWN STRUGGLES. SO SOME PEOPLE MIGHT HAVE SOME KIND OF UNDERSTANDING.THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS THAT SOME PEOPLE WILL NOT CARE UNLESS IT’S HAPPENING TO THEM.

THERE ARE DAYS I WAKE UP MORE TIRED, THAN BEFORE GOING TO SLEEP. I LOSE TRACK OF DAYS AND TIME. I WORK OVERNIGHTS SO MY BODY FEELS LIKE IT IS RUNNING ON FUMES. I CAN’T GIVE UP, EVEN THOUGH EVERYTHING AROUND ME TELLS ME TO. EVEN IF THE UNIVERSE HAS LAID A FOUNDAITION OF STRUGGLES IN MY PATH, I CANNOT GIVE UP.

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THE UNIVERSE IS A GRAND MYSTERY. NOTHING IS EVER WRITTEN IN STONE. WE GET TO MAKE CHOICES IN LIFE. SOME ARE GOOD AND SOME ARE BAD. SOMETIMES THE UNIVERSE JUST THROWS YOU CURVE BALLS. YOU EITHER SWING AND MISS OR YOU HIT IT OUT OF THE PARK. EITHER WAY A PERSON LEARNS FROM THE CHOICES WE MAKE.

I HAVE FAITH IN HUMANITY, EVEN IF PEOPLE TEND TO LET US DOWN. I HAVE MUCH TO FIGHT FOR. I HAVE STRUGGLED ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT AS LONG AS I HAVE ONE MORE BREATH IN MY BODY I CAN’T GIVE UP. I ONCE WAS LOST, BUT NOW I AM FOUND. THE UNIVERSE AS IT ALWAYS DOES LEADS YOU TO YOUR DESTINY. THEY SAY YESTERDAY IS HISTORY AND TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY.

OUR MINDS CAN LEAD US INTO FAILURE AS MUCH AS IT COULD LEAD US ON TO VICTORY. THE MIND CAN BE OUR BEST FRIEND AND OUR WORST ENEMY ALL AT THE SAME TIME. VOICES IN OUR HEADS CAN MAKE US SCARED AND ALONE. THE TRUST IN GOD AND FAITH FOR A BETTER TOMORROW FILLS MY HEART WITH JOY. I CAN’T GIVE UP.

FOR I SEE HER STRUGGLE, TUMBLE, AND ALMOST FALL SHE WALKS WITH HER HEAD UP HIGH AND HER CHEST OUT AND STRONG. HER FEAR IS TO LEAVE US ALONE FOR WE MIGHT NOT STAND AND WALK. SHE IS OUR WORLD AND WE WILL BE LOST WITHOUT HER. WE ASK FOR GOD TO GUIDE US AND BRIGHTEN UP OUR PATH FOR SHE WILL ALWAYS BE OUR GUIDING LIGHT. WE CAN’T GIVE UP.

NEVER GIVE UP. MESOTHELIOMA WILL NOT BEAT US. WE ARE THE MIGHTY FAMILY.


20190322_1842556952856194311904399.jpg

WE ARE TWO WEEKS AWAY FROM SURGERY. ALL WE ASK IS FOR PRAYER’S FROM ALL OF YOU READING THIS. WE STRUGGLE DAY IN AND DAY OUT BUT OUR WILL TO FIGHT WILL NEVER STOP. WE MIGHT GET WEAK BUT WE NEVER GIVE UP. I KNOW NOT MANY PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT MESOTHELIOMA.

WHAT IS PERITONEAL MESOTHELIOMA

smartselect_20190325-024318_google5309700044026962443.jpg

20170524_041729

IT’S FUNNY HOW LIFE REALLY IS. ONE DAY YOU MIGHT HIT ROCK BOTTOM AND THE NEXT DAY YOU ARE ON TOP OF THE WORLD. PEOPLE LIKE TO SAY THINGS LIKE ” IT IS WHAT IT IS” OR “TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY.” BUT IS IT REALLY GOING TO BE A BETTER DAY TOMORROW OR IS IT REALLY WHAT IT IS? I CAN’T ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS BECAUSEE I REALLY DON’T KNOW.

facebook_15533580787708755691278666259617.jpg

PEOPLE WILL NEVER KNOW HOW YOU TRULLY FEEL NO ONE WILL EVER SEE HOW TORN APART YOU REALLY ARE. NO ONE CAN SEE OR FEEL WHAT YOU FEEL. ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT IS GOING THROUGH YOUR MIND AND WHAT YOU FEEL IN YOUR HEART. THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU ARE GOING THROUGH THEIR OWN STRUGGLES. SO SOME PEOPLE MIGHT HAVE SOME KIND OF UNDERSTANDING.THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS THAT SOME PEOPLE WILL NOT CARE UNLESS IT’S HAPPENING TO THEM.

THERE ARE DAYS I WAKE UP MORE TIRED, THAN BEFORE GOING TO SLEEP. I LOSE TRACK OF DAYS AND TIME. I WORK OVERNIGHTS SO MY BODY FEELS LIKE IT IS RUNNING ON FUMES. I CAN’T GIVE UP, EVEN THOUGH EVERYTHING AROUND ME TELLS ME TO. EVEN IF THE UNIVERSE HAS LAID A FOUNDAITION OF STRUGGLES IN MY PATH, I CANNOT GIVE UP.

20190312_0429134267942267974248802.jpg

THE UNIVERSE IS A GRAND MYSTERY. NOTHING IS EVER WRITTEN IN STONE. WE GET TO MAKE CHOICES IN LIFE. SOME ARE GOOD AND SOME ARE BAD. SOMETIMES THE UNIVERSE JUST THROWS YOU CURVE BALLS. YOU EITHER SWING AND MISS OR YOU HIT IT OUT OF THE PARK. EITHER WAY A PERSON LEARNS FROM THE CHOICES WE MAKE.

I HAVE FAITH IN HUMANITY, EVEN IF PEOPLE TEND TO LET US DOWN. I HAVE MUCH TO FIGHT FOR. I HAVE STRUGGLED ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT AS LONG AS I HAVE ONE MORE BREATH IN MY BODY I CAN’T GIVE UP. I ONCE WAS LOST, BUT NOW I AM FOUND. THE UNIVERSE AS IT ALWAYS DOES LEADS YOU TO YOUR DESTINY. THEY SAY YESTERDAY IS HISTORY AND TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY.

OUR MINDS CAN LEAD US INTO FAILURE AS MUCH AS IT COULD LEAD US ON TO VICTORY. THE MIND CAN BE OUR BEST FRIEND AND OUR WORST ENEMY ALL AT THE SAME TIME. VOICES IN OUR HEADS CAN MAKE US SCARED AND ALONE. THE TRUST IN GOD AND FAITH FOR A BETTER TOMORROW FILLS MY HEART WITH JOY. I CAN’T GIVE UP.

FOR I SEE HER STRUGGLE, TUMBLE, AND ALMOST FALL SHE WALKS WITH HER HEAD UP HIGH AND HER CHEST OUT AND STRONG. HER FEAR IS TO LEAVE US ALONE FOR WE MIGHT NOT STAND AND WALK. SHE IS OUR WORLD AND WE WILL BE LOST WITHOUT HER. WE ASK FOR GOD TO GUIDE US AND BRIGHTEN UP OUR PATH FOR SHE WILL ALWAYS BE OUR GUIDING LIGHT. WE CAN’T GIVE UP.